i can still feel you here..


Your breath upon my cheek whispering
those words I long to hear.
I can feel your heart as it beats to mine,
in heated passion we both feel.

You hold me from behind, telling me how you
feel.
With such passion i can tell.
My temperature rises to the warmth of
your touch.

I can't control this feeling I have, my body shakes
with desire to come back to you now.
please take me in your loving arms, and tell me
you desire me as I you.

I can still feel you asking me to come back to you because i know we are made for each other
though we are not together
but, i can still feel you here..!!

Yesterday,i had accounts lecture in my classes.this is a subject which i can nver understand even if some great and intelligent person comes and teaches me.Our lecturer is wasting his time in shubbing his arse off and teaching us.he teaches us so brilliant that hardly 5-6 people can understand.
yesterday,i and my friends had planned to bunk his lecture and force him to throw us out.well,this is what he did after some particular juncture.first,my two friends were thrown out very abdruptly because they were reaching their limits of rubbishness.lol.whole class seemed to be enjoying it though.i got so damn bugged ,was sitting alone and staring my sir like i would just eat him up.I tried to concerned the hell out of me but as usual,i failed !!I must say understanding accounts is a hard nut to crack.then I walked away durin my break and called my friends in Mc.Donalds..
*phew* i wonder how will i clear my 12th ?? is there anyone who is good in accounts ?? you mind traching?


There is no reason for which i should write this,there is no reason for which i should not write this.
well,there is a say "expect less and you will be happy".anyway,i really did not go with this.I and my friends after a very long time went to visit bandra fair hoping that we will feel good spending time together.but we were really in a mis-conception.we started off really well,everybody seemed to be enjoying cool breeze at bandstand fort and even the fair.i and my female friends got beautiful earrings for ourselves.Being an atheist,i still bought a christ keychain for my handbag and a ring too.We were really having fun but somewhere i don't know i was feeling little awkward and kinda uncomfortable with them.nobody knew what to say.But still we guffed up to kill our time by doing some masti on the rocks by passing comments on the couples making out there,sprinklingwater on each other etc.then we headed toward C.C.D to grab a coffee.as soon as we reached there,i got a call from my mom asking me to come home fast as i was getting late for my class.so i had to leave or else my mom would get schitzo.so they got mad at me but i couldn't help it.So,i just came home.i was feeling really down so i went off to sleep.
*sighs*
i wish i could be there foe some more time.

ZzZzZzZzZ ...>>>


*pat on the mouth*
another crappy and shit all day on this week....!! no one can sense how retard i am feeling.just sitting like an ideal mind and staring at any absurd picture.there is nothing i can do to stop it.no mood to go for attending classes test(as i never do),no mood to hang out with friends,no mood to even step outa the house.may be its because of tensions for boards...errr ....... neaahh !!! sunday is really tiring..
*yawn*
may be i should go to sleep..
ciao !!

PEACE !!!

the final goodbye !!


i thought about you today and for the first time, it wasn't about the past or the lies .it wasn't about the lies or it wasnt about hurt or the tears.it wasnt about our broken friendship oe what we used to wish our future would be.it was about the end toall that and the beginning of a friendship !!
so i dont know why people say love never ends in friendship because mine for you has .....
i cant say how i feel,
cant say if my heart would heal,
but i always knew from the start i nver really had your heart.
so leave me now,before i cry.
the pain is too much to say goodbye
but always remeber,each tear i shed is a word left unsaid............

last night i dreamt about you


Last night I dreamed.
Everything was picture perfect, beautiful, lovely and funny too.
Last night I thought
that someone was here with me, sitting beside me and wiping my tears,
to make me feel that he is still here.
Last night I smiled,
drowned in beauty, pierced by perfection,
yet feeling so much mirth as I sank into the abyss.
Last night I lied.
I told myself I wouldn't be alone.i will foeget every tear,every fear...
when I awoke,
made myself believe, yearn, and hope.
Last night I hoped
that I could stay forever in that moment of perfection and peace.
Last night I dreamed...
That someone still loves me.........

I am bored of being bored


i'm bored of sleeping...m bored of eating...m bored of playing.....m bored of studying...m bored of watching tv....i am bored of being bored !!!
am bored now n' if ur readin' how bored i am...than ur deifinitely bored !!


still if it doesnt help ur boredom den keep getting bored..lol

PeAcE !!!!